I looked at their stiff faces and panicked-but I didn’t do anything wrong, I didn’t watch cartoons for a long time, and I did well in my mid-term exam!
The new mother asked, “where is the English teacher?”
I said, “the last time the English teacher came to tutoring, he said he couldn’t come today.”
The new mother said, “if the teacher doesn’t come, can’t you be self-conscious?”
Look at you, sitting or not, in the good times you actually used to watch cartoons, what can be achieved by watching cartoons?. ”
I couldn’t help interrupting her and said, “I don’t know how long I haven’t seen cartoons. What’s wrong with watching cartoons for a while?”
The new mother was stupefied for a moment and said, “how dare you talk back?”
Have you finished your homework? ”
I said, “it’s done. I just finished the mid-term exam, and the teacher doesn’t have much homework.”
The new father asked, “how many points did you get in this midterm exam?”
I thought to myself: if I told them my score, they would be very happy.
I said proudly, “I got 90 in maths and Chinese and 93 in English.”
The new mother said sternly, “how dare you watch TV without a full score?”
Still so smug?
My colleague’s children almost get full marks!
Xiao Kong, how can you be so unmotivated as a child? ”
The new father said, “how could we have a child like you?”
You really let us down! ”
I froze. Although my new father and mother are usually strict with me, often criticize me and look at me with disappointed eyes, they have never said it so directly.
The new mother said, “your father and I work hard to make money every day to create the best material conditions and the best learning environment for you.”
Wasting time is killing for money. Are you worthy of your father and me? ”
I remembered that during this period of time, my new father and mother were too busy to see anyone every day, and they arranged for me to have a lot of teachers to let me study every day. I couldn’t help but answer back: “create the best material life for me?”
Give me the best learning environment?
Did you ask me what I want?
That’s not what I want. I just hope you have time to stay with me. I hope you care about me, instead of just asking me how I study every time.
You are so busy every day that you say you want to make money for me to spend. I don’t need so much money!
You envy other people’s children for getting full marks every day. You envy other people’s children who have passed CET-9 on the piano and force me to practice piano and learn to draw every day. Have you ever asked me if I like it? ”
The new father slapped the table and said, “what an outrageous child you are!”
Go back to your room and reflect on yourself. My son must be better than other people’s sons! ”
When I went back to my room, thinking of the disappointed eyes of my new father and mother, I suddenly felt very depressed. These are not the parents I want!
I think of Zhu’s clever words: of course, perfect parents want to educate perfect sons.
Zhu Mingming is right, the new father and mother are good at everything, smart, beautiful and elegant, of course they want their children to be like them.
However, I am not a genius. No matter how hard I try, I will not be the perfect son in their mind.
Thinking about this period of life, I feel not happy at all. I am not the perfect son they want, and they are not the parents I want.
I wish they had disappeared, I thought, and fell asleep vaguely.
When I woke up the next morning, I looked at my alarm clock. It was already 07:30. Damn, I was late!
Why didn’t my new mother wake me up today?
I hurriedly got dressed and went to the living room. There was no sign of a new father or mother, and the babysitter was nowhere.
I thought to myself: maybe they went to work early in the morning?
The babysitter may have gone home.
When I got to school, because my performance was very good during this period of time, the teacher didn’t criticize me much, but just reminded me to pay attention to the time of class next time.
When I got home in the evening, it was very late. Neither my new father nor my new mother came back. I called their cell phone and got an empty number.
My heart thumped and thought: did my prayer last night be answered?
I want them to disappear. Are they really gone?
However, I can’t believe this conclusion, and I don’t dare to watch TV-I’m afraid they’ll suddenly kill me home and criticize me.
So I went to bed early.
The second day, the third day.
I got up late in the morning as usual, but no one called me, which made me a “late king” again; when I went home at night, I couldn’t see anyone as usual!
Finally, I couldn’t help calling their unit. Strangely enough, their colleagues said they didn’t know my new father and mother.
I looked for traces of them at home, strangely enough, their business cards, clothes, bags, photos.
It’s all gone!
The babysitter and the teachers they hired to make up lessons for me never showed up again!
As if they never existed, everything that happened in the past is like a dream!
My new father and mother disappeared from my life without leaving any trace!